Reblog this if you want a LONG anonymous message saying what they think of you.
pretty please?
(Source: thisisnotmyfairytaleendingg)
starting today this blog will not be used anymore.
I’ll be on the new blog, message me if you want the url
and btdubs
I never use people. I really, truly, cared about you. ALways. Everyday. Every goddamn day of my goddamn life I cared so much it hurt. And now you’re gone, and all I can think is that I wasted so much time giving a shit about someone who would hurt me in the end. It sucks, ya know?
one more post then I swear I’m done
it’s never been about last resorts. It’s never been about safety nets. It was about me, being confused. It was about me, trusting to quickly. And now I’m gone. And I wish I could just say to you all I’m sorry, but you’ll miss me, bitches. And now, I am going to go text Emily and pretend that life makes sense.
the moral of the story? people lie. trust no one. I’ve gotta shower. Peace out love bugs.
the plus side? I found out who my friends are. The 4 most loyal, amazing, fantastic, wonderful, girls I have ever known. The downside? Tomorrow I get to tell my best friend of 5 years that I’m sorry, but I think it’s done.
but I have those 4. that matters.
For the people who have been asking:
the sad truth is this: no one is who they say they are. In life, and especially on the internet. People make things up, they lure you in, you trust, and you get hurt. They lull you in with fake promises and compliments, with cute little “oh I know exactly how you feel”s and stories of made up lives and feelings. Then they pull back, and use it against you. People lie, they make up fake accounts, they send hate, they hurt, and they kill, and they cause pain and problems and why? For fun. Because they feel threatened or hurt or…god knows what else. And the lying, the faking, the bullshit, the people I thought I could trust, turned against me, and going to time sucking extremes to hurt me? That’s why I’m leaving. I can’t trust the people on this account anymore. I can’t trust anyone anymore. I can’t trust the people I know not to hurt me anymore. I can’t trust damn near anyone after being lied to so many times last night. And that’s why I can’t use this account anymore. Because I don’t know how they’ll target me next.
